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MOVED AGAIN

2010-01-13T21:04:00.002+08:00

I'VE CHANGED COMPANY TO here

NICE SONG

2010-01-08T21:43:00.002+08:00

BECAUSE I'M A GIRL-KISS

this isn't a new song but is SUPER NICE.
i like this a lot and wanted to post e MV months ago, but somehow didn't do it...cause i think the MV is too naggy, and they cut the song into parts.original soundtrack nicer.but have to say the MV is quite touching.although you'll be like "huh-.-"...
so please be patient and finish watching this.

BUSHUANG

2010-01-06T20:25:00.000+08:00

i'm bushuang about few things now..

1.i don't like MR.KAO cause he's like from the last century.i don't think belongs to 21st century seriously.

2.my phone sucks or maybe is because i don't know how to use. the files i receive through bluetooth will become a message and i don't know how to shift them to the normal files.DAMN IT! as a result i can't read the txt.file sent by yushy.

3.canteen food is ex and not up to standard.

4.today a few 4I boys behind me were commenting those people who went up to ask questions as "no brain","brain is like shit". so i purposely talked to yueyao in a audible voice "then why those WITH BRAINS don't go up and ask questions?".i HATE this kind of human beings. especially if they were guys. i mean can you just shut your bloody mouth up?if you don't have the gut to do anything then better keep quiet.

5.a)sorry i think our math teacher is seriously crap. i don't care if she sees this and i hope when she saw she'll do some reflection. admit she tries to teach. but PLEASE LAR WE ARN'T PRIMARY SCHOOL STUDENTS!so stop talking as if you are treating kids.and the lesson pace is like....uh...i miss MR.LIM so much!!!!since math is so important and counted as double GPA..if my math result drops,i'm going to curse her.

5.b)just now i tried to do the examples from math notes and i found out that i couldn't do. but common sense told me that those Q are very easy. so who should i blame? my brain or the teacher? so i decided to depend on the text book. GUESS WHAT i think i can do after i read the textbook le. pethatic me? this is the first time i've used textbook in 3years + to aid me in learning math. OMG. and i have this feeling that i'll do this very often.

6.i kept tripped by the silver thingy around RVHS. HAHA but today didn't happen cause i kept away from track. anyway I HATE THAT THINGY.
7.i want to sleep all the time.
8.my hair is disturbing. kept on falling all over my face during lessons and recess while i'm eating.

they said we look like couple who's going on a honeymoon.

CHRISTMAS DAY

2009-12-25T20:44:00.002+08:00

it's christmas and ya i chose to rot at home.
yesterday somebody asked me to go orchard and “守夜"with them, but i decided not to go cause i can't leave my mother alone at home.WHY ISN'T MY DAD IN SINGAPORE DRUING THIS SEASON????
anyway dosen't matter cause i'm not christian or anything so don't really celebrate christmas.
somemore i don't feel festive cause to me chrtistmas won't look like christmas without snowing, without being in winter.
everytime during this kind of days there will be some weird chain messages going around...
sorry if i didn't "send back" those chain messages to you..cause i don't wanna waste my SMS haha.

anyway still MERRY CHRISTMAS!
next year i shall try to go this ”守夜" thing at orchard!so DAD please be in singapore.

lastly little entertainment.

SISTERS.

memories

2009-12-14T23:12:00.000+08:00

i didn't expect to find these videos...
in Japan,i used to watch a show called "天才テレビ君"，天才电视君(direct translation).
and in this show they like to translate songs and make their own MV.
miraculously i found those in youtube..so i decided to post.
VIEWING IS NOT ADVIDED.unless you have 很强的耐力.
cause honestly speaking, what can you expect from something produced in around 2000 as compared to now?espeacilly from a bunch of kids?

I SHOULD BE SO LUCKY

HOW DEEP IS YOUR LOVE

SOME MERRY GO ROUND SONG

I ONLY WANT TO BE WITH YOU

GOTTA PULL MYSELF TOGETHER

命运'99.this dance is stupid.but left a deep impression on me.

some HONEY BEAT thing.i didn't rememebr this but posted cause it's too stupid.REALLY REALLY STUPID. EVEN STUPID-ER THAN THOSE GEE SONGS.

BE MY FRIEND.i liked this girl cause she's one of the few who can sing.quite nice.

MATERIAL GIRL

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the following are my faveourite.these girls formed a small group called "MONKEY QUEEN"

LOVE IN THE FIRST DEGREE

MAMA-MIA.this was one of the first songs i heard in that show.really liked it.

EVERYTHING YOU DO. my favourite lor. forgot to tell yy they all actually this was the first version i heard.the m2m one is after many years i remembered part of this song and i went to search the original version.the jap girl is the lousiest i think haha.

anyway this post is only for my own collection....might still have more coming ^^

HALF-DEAD

2009-12-07T13:17:00.001+08:00

today i slept until 11.30am..if not for my mother's call, i would have slept more.
this is due to reaching home and sleeping at 2.30am TODAY.
why so late?
because i went to work. in a banquet.
it's only my second time...and i think it was worse than the first time.
make some stupid mistakes.&it seems even more stupid because it's not the first time i do.
PLEASE LAR.everytime the banquet i seem to be doing is different type(though i only went for like 2 times).so before you get used to it you must learn new things.
i adimit i'm not clever enough.can't rememebr so many things.
or maybe is because i wasn't so serious.
aiya...it's only a part-time job...not like EOY...
but still feel a bit depressed...cause honestly, in the world i used to live, most of the things that i do,i can do quite well.
at least i'm on the "better" side.
but this...solely depends on your experince.
for 菜鸟 like me..WOW BE SUPER ALERT IF NOT WILL BE SCOLDED NOT ONLY BY OTHER PEOPLE BUT WORSE, THE MANAGER!

some people are nice..& i think i'm quite lucky because these 2 times my teammates are quite nice.

&our team yesterday was really fast.by the time we served the dish and went to clearing, the team next was still serving the same dish.

HOHOHO.
there was a guy in the next team who looked like a member of BROWN EYED GIRLS.
yes a guy. &his hair adds point to their similarity.

in this video there's a girl who keeps laughing..&she's from brown eyed girls right?

the guy had a similar face and hair like her...i was like WOW GO KOREA MAN YOU CAN FORM BROWN EYED BOYS WITH SOME OTHER PEOPLE.just like wonder boys and boys generation haha.

&jo kwon is so funny still.

although yesterday i only worked for 7h, but i felt more tired than last time when i worked 15h.
last time when i woke up in the morning i almost gained full recovery.
but this time...my left arm and wrist is aching due to serving drinks.my legs and feet are aching also.&i still wanna sleep.
weird.there's something wrong with me?
&yesterday's wedding banquet..i can only comment that even though the bridegroom keeps a disgusting long hair and is short and ugly...he's quite rich. whole 6 long tables with 1 long VIP table in a hotel in sentosa.
their wedding cake..i don't know if it's edible cause it dosen't seem to..has got at least 4 layers ba.
from this i learnt that..sometimes, money is more important than looks.

THIS IS A DAMN FUNNY VIDEO

2009-11-29T21:25:00.005+08:00

actually i've watched this one awhile back already.
&today when i went back to watch again i still think is super funny.
so i decided to post.
&for all the jo kwon's funny videos, i've posted it in some other place...to lazy to transfer.so people please go and search it if you are free.IT'S VERY ENTERTAINING.

my favourite is the pink hair-band de beard guy.
this is the middle-aged version.
the younger version is in yy's blog.
&i think the guys one is much better than GIRLS GENERATION de.
how come when they dance i felt so disgusted, but the guys are like...haha really better.

this is additional.
i think i'm becoming fan of 2NE1 le.
such a pity that they only have MV for i don't care and fire.
this is some performance in a show i think.
but still so cool!
even though the leader CL is like..cough the least nice looking...
but i like her a lot cause she's like so cool!omg.i like her rap.
and the minzy also.can't believe she's like only 15/16...
----------------------------------------------------
today i cut my hair.
after 10 years of keeping long hair..this is the first time i cut it short.
my friend was like "哇，好清纯哦~"
which made me super happy. but i know it's only the hair....T_T
but i think when the school re-open it'll grown & i'll tie it up again.
keeping short-hair in RV is really...HARD

ROTTING AT HOME

2009-11-05T11:22:00.003+08:00

it's finally holiday.
and by the 4th day, i already feel like i'm rotting at home.
actually i've been going out everyday.only until today i had the chance to "rot".
define rot: waking up super late, not feeling like doing anything beneficial to you (e.g homeworks), just want to sleep more, sometimes don't know what to do but still won't touch that pile of homework lying on your desk.
so i'm experiencing these right now.
don't think anybody will be so hardworking to have started their holiday homeworks ba?hello?it's only the first week of holiday eh!
so i've decided to set a personal goal. to start holiday homework next week.(maybe).
to prevent me from rotting further, i came up with a list of things that i should do during the holidays.

1. find a job!(wtf!how come finding a job is so damn hard?)
2. buy a new pair of shoes
3. buy a new bag
4. fnish holiday homework(duh).
5. plan section outing
6. section tee!
7. outing with MC
8. outing with shit people
9. outing with JL
10. 减肥！(target is 3kg!)
11. 收拾房间(my room is messy like...beyong description)
12. if possible, buy a new book-shelf, and closet (hopefully)
13. alter my new uniform(sleeve)
eh, what else? can't think of others now.

so i believe, these stuff will keep me alive through the holidays.
but my 复活计划 only starts next week..
for now....I JUST WANT TO ROT!

Craps

2009-10-12T18:55:00.004+08:00

it's finally EOEOY.
i'm too free so i came here to crap & update.
hoho.my blog isn't dead yet.

today shit-kang finally created her QQ account.
OKAY.SERIOUSLY IS I CREATED SHIT KANG'S QQ ACCOUNT.
noob lar...but nvm the beginners shall be forgiven.

CID paper was disastrous. the Qs are dumb and didn't have the time to finish.
translation is like..the opposite. you do the Qs in slow motion and still have at least 30min left. they should put that 30 mins inside CID exam.
so i was sleeping and doodling on the paper...was trying to skecth the teacher's face!damn bored.

okay. here are the super lag updates.
more photos on shit-kang's blog so i'm too lazy to blog.

this pose is funny...

you didn't lost your memory after all =w=

BUSHUANG

2009-09-27T22:54:00.001+08:00

WHAT THE BLOODY HELL.
WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS DOING THIS TO ME.
I FEEL LIKE SUCH A LOSER.
YA WHATEVER.
SINCE YOU ARE GONNA ACT LIKE THIS...THEN I SHALL PUT MY OWN MASK..
BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO CARE ANYMORE.

I LIVE BY THIS RULE: I'LL TREAT YOU BACK THE WAY YOU TREATED ME.

just wasting my own tiime

2009-09-19T22:01:00.002+08:00

shit-kang said i never update my blog.
so i came to update.
HEY SEE MY BLOG IS NOT DEAD YET! 哼！
AND I DON'T KEEP IT ALIVE BY POSTING KOREAN VIDEOS!HOHOHO!

while everybody is chiong-ing revision and closing down their blogs...i'm doing the opposite.
i revived my blog.yay.
cause it's really boring and i don't want to study and i got nobody to talk to and i just want to crap.

today was rather disappointing..failed to take picture of so many 帅哥 and 美女..i admit i was a loser.
&something very embarassing to me happened too...more than once...
aaaaaaaaaaaar!why do i always say stupid things to the wrong people!!

&tomorrow i'll be abandoned by my parents..who are going out at noon and only coming back at around 9pm.
WHY!when you need to study your parents have to make you feel worse by watching TV and stuff??

so bored shall go watch gossip girl....WA I'M DAMN FREE T_T

OMG SUPER NICE

2009-08-31T20:53:00.001+08:00

THIS IS DAMN NICE AND DAMN HIONG!
the suona guy very pro leh..
& the jinghu girl's taifeng super...i was worried that her neck will get injured.
anyw all very pro!wow-ed me!

AYG

2009-07-18T21:29:00.005+08:00

i've came here to update my blog that has been dead for long time.

few days/weeks ago, i was involved in this AYG, Asian Youth Game thingy which many of you didn't even know its existance.
i was the student Lo, attached to the thailand beach volleyball team.
why i only blogged about this when AYG is like...ended for dunno how many days is because it was too painful for me to post back then T_T

i don't really want to talk about it & there wasn't much to talk about..so just some pictures.

taken on the first day of the duty.before opening ceremony.
i purposelly changed with the guy holding japan.
which gave me the chance to chat&take photo with them.
very coincidentally, the people above are all beach volleyball teams.
&i didn't know it until i accompanied thailand to sentosa for matches.
i felt pai-seh to see them again as the jap girls lose to thai girls on the match.

this is the japanese guy from the japanese team(duh.)
the japanese girls have rarely said hi to me when they see me, but this person still greets me and will talk to me. so i think he's really nice person (& popular too. after i've taken with him, i saw bunch of girls running up to take photo with the japanese team that they smile until their faces are numb...)
he even said it's very hard without translator!(haha!means it's very hard to communicate without me cause i helped them to translate when i had the chance)

this is taken with the girls team.
Prateep Kambut (left) and Aunchalee Yansuwan.

the greatest failure of my duty during AYG was that i didn't take any photo with the entire thai beach volleyball group.
i think i was really dumb because i had whole 3 days, from morning to night with them, and i always thought there was chance. until there wasn't.
so i only had this photo, when we were waiting for bus.
Thosapol Puangprasert (left) with Warut Prasanok.
because it was in the evening+raining,the photo is super dark.

thailand team won gold medals for both girls and boys beach volleyball. damn pro!
i was very proud of them too!
though i think they didn't even know my name(we didn't really communicate cause they cannot speak engligh), they were very nice to me.
i hope i can see them in YOG again *sobs*
next time if i had the chance to do similar thing,i swear i will not watse my chances like what i did during AYG!

UNHAPPY

2009-05-18T18:41:00.002+08:00

i'm currently quite pissed off by someone.
&whenever i recall the incident i feel like stranggling that person.
ya,you may think your stupid excuses and 障眼法 can work on everyone, except for me.
because lazy people understand how lazy people think and work, so your shallow thoughts have already been 看破.
so stop acting as if you care for us and you did all this thing for our benefit.
cause i don't give a damn

DAMN NICE

2009-05-12T16:15:00.004+08:00

this is a very nice song & it's MV is like so cool!!!!
e guy also quite nice-looking..
& if u watch, u should realise both e girl holding pipa and the guy beside her are all same person, the singer.
so just watch and feel the beauty of traditional chinese culture & the nice melody of pipa!(oops, co addicted)

yay!

2009-05-09T22:10:00.002+08:00

i'm finally alive!
though there's one more math paper left..i got 3 days to mug so i've got time to play!hohohoho!
nothing much to upadte about..
& i changed e theme ^_^
anyone can recognise who is this?hoho

special dedication

2009-04-28T19:21:00.012+08:00

sry kc didn't mean to copy ur post..
but this is really what i wanted to say to the dearest
tcher ever...
i just want to express my emotions and gratitude

this is a special dedication to someone, who set a rule but 自己却 broke it. & all the other classes suffered like hell, even facing the danger of getting damn good results. this great person gave all the privilages to 自己 de class . & treated all the other students like trash because they don't deserve anything & they must earn it by themselves.

http://www.youmaker.com/

sry if this is a bit noisy (cuz got background music), you can click on e link below to view on a new page

after SYF

2009-04-23T19:43:00.002+08:00

i havea always wanted to blog about this but was..well...erm...too embarassed and i couldn't find the right chance.
so now, i use SYF as a reason to post about my gratitude for my section.

this is specially dedicated to pipa <3

i still rmb how i was unwilling to go co when i was sec1. and when i see people going to school just for cca, i thought something was wrong with them.
now, i totally changed my perspective. now, i'm currently like those people. i want co. co SYF was like my goal for a long time, and suddenly when it ended i feel empty. and i really want to go back to cca, see all of your faces and 一起努力 again.
i also rmb the incident that has happened in sec1. though none of you ever mentioned but i didn't forget.
i think i owe you all a sorry for long time already.
now i came to think back, i think i was really very 欠扁. & i'm really greatful that my seniors are so forgiving.
and so we didn't really bond at the start.admit there was like a cold war.
but things got better, especially during the penang trip.
that was the first time i went overseas with school, and it's one of the most memorable thing in my life.
we really bonded to become a section during that trip. and i began to realise how lucky i was to be in pipa. to have section mates like you all, whom i really love and enjoy every moment together.
then it was zhiyin4. once again, we have exprienced something together and that drew us even closer.
finally, the SYF.
i think our section really put in a lot of effort. we really cared. we rarely miss a practice and try our best to do whatever the intstructors have said.
although we might not be good enough, we still improved a lot and i think this already proves our passion for co,and for pipa.
i must thank my seniors again. i know it's because of your effort that i was able to go to SYF. & i was really touched. you are really great seniors!!!!
even though SYF might be the last stage that we will perform together, but i think our bond will not disappear. the days we spend together, all the hapiness and tears, will last forever.

ziqi: you have been very cheerful and funny! always able to make us laugh with your "craziness". if you are not there, i feel like there is some empty hole that make us all feel sian. thank you for encouraging us juniors a lot and try to advice us to play better! i got listen very seriously de! haha!

elisa: 淑女!!hehheh.i have to tell you your presence always make people calm..because you look like a 大姐姐 taking care of children! not saying you look old, but you are very 温柔 and "motherly". you should smile more often because your smile is very sweet! thank you for being more normal because if you are like ziqi or ximeng, i think we'll all go crazy (oops. don't come after me ziqi ximeng!)

ximeng: hoho. didn't know that your 嘴巴 is very 贱. like me!! do you know that you are very funny! like 背地里默默搞笑 type. & i have to give a thumbs up because you are very strong (not as in macho). i think if during the section talk you also cry then i surely got tears coming down..(i'm trying very hard to cry you know!i'm so cold-blooded these days, although i feel damn sad but no tears come out!) i think we'll be a great team if we work together and tease xiuhui!

joey: zou-yi. your laughter is soooooooooooooooooooooo cute and funny! why didn't you let us record and use as our message tone? although because of SYF we rarely see each other, but i think after CO resume we can have fun togther again! luckily we still have you and anyi if not me and xiuhui will die because of loneliness as seniors have graduated le T_T

anyi: forgive me for calling you aunty also. didn't know that you are quite suitable to be a teacher leh! good job teaching newbies! anyway just want to tell you that your face is very funny! always like the same expression that gives people a feeling that you are being bullied.. or maybe the sian face -.- we'll have more time together after CO resume and i shall examine your expressions!

last but not least, xiuhui!(see i put you in the last so nice!):
i always wondered what will happen to me if my good buddy was not you, and was someone who is sucky and not-likeable kind of person.my cca life will be very miserable, even if there are damn good seniors and super cute juniors. we seem like very different type of person, but we can actually talk a lot of things and even share feelings that we only tell to our very very close friends. even though sometimes you are overly-crazy, i think i'm quite used to that part of you. so let's accompany each other on the road of CO! & we shall never pang-seh each other!

i love pipa!!!!i love my seniors,juniors and seniors!!!thank you for making my life so great!

SYF

2009-04-20T20:49:00.002+08:00

YES.today is SYF.
the day we've been waiting for so long.
the event that we've been preparing since we stepped into CO.

i cannot say we did our best today. i cannot say we deserve gold with honours.
but what saddend all of us is not mainly our result.it's THEIR RESULT.
i can't belive and i can't accept. how can they? is that the music that is up to standard?
i know people have different tastes. but when 5 people have the same taste that is different from all 80 people, i start to doubt.
i know like what mr lum has said, if we lose, we shouldn't cry. we should let it go and congratulate the winner.
but seriously. i cannot accept. it's so hard to let it go.

maybe we shouldn't blame them and just accept the fact that we didn't do our best. i was not into the music. maybe i was too careful. or maybe because what i hear is very soft around us.
anyway, it's over. & we can't change the fact.
but i won't regret participating in SYF.because even though we didn't get the best result, we tried our best, and i can feel whole CO improving, bonding, uniting....
&i realise how lucky i am to be in my section, with such caring and loving seniors & juniors....people like me rarely feel a sense of belonging to something. if i like it, i really do. & i really really love my section.
i almost cried during the section talk before SYF, but decided to save my tears on stage and after the performance.
in the end, i didn't have the chance.....

nvm co! don't be sad and depressed! just think that 他们没有眼光.
& 十年后我们又是一条好汉！（ok maybe not 10 years but 2 years)

2009-04-09T17:47:00.002+08:00

i have always wanted to blog recently...finaly today i had the chance.
today is really a fustrating day.
i have screwed up everything today.

in the morning. i screwed the SYF preview.
i sucked. my 母亲 was out of beat.again.
i'm really really very scared that this will happen during the actual thing.
THEN PRACTICE LAR!
yes. i have been practicing but seems it isn't enough...
seeing their disappointed face make me so guilty..
somemore band didn't get the ideal result.which *cough cough* made someone very unhappy.
i saw her black-face during SYF preview today.
&she should be thinking:co has failed too.
but can't they just give less pressure on performing arts?
seeing band practice so hard....& yet some of the things can't be achieved regardless of how much effort you put in...
co is really in danger. it was long long ago.
but some people just don't care.seriously, how do they develop such an attitude? it's really amazing. i don't think i can ever achieve that.
i was damn depressed...i have been...& so are my friends who care for co.
is my practice not enough? how come the more i try, the more the disappointing the result will be...

immediately after that was math test.
oh crap. i over-estimated my ability.
i got stucked somewhere because at a moment my mind was blank. & there was only few minutes left to check the answer.
in which i spotted an error but didn't have enough time to figure out...aaargh!

after recess was chemistry test.
this was a nightmare. how come our class always gets the more difficult paper?
i screwed it up just like math. hahahaha. my head really ached after that.

&followed by physics lesson. which is when my head really exploded.
why are we learning all these things! why did i take physics in the first place!!
acceleration? oh my god.
half of it i didn't understand.
i think i'm gonna fail this. & ms cheung said the next topic will be harder than kinematics....hahaha! i dug my own grave. maybe the grave wasn't big enough

& so it's my very very lucky day

SUCKS

2009-04-03T20:57:00.002+08:00

oh finally another hell day is over.
these days i'm so unlucky...when will good luck come to me?
today i almost wanted to scold vulgar at the 3rd stall de uncle.
this dabian face is really pissing off people.
i was like talking to yueyao(already bought)while queuing.and was not really paying attentiong to that dabian face.
then he shouted to the boy behind me saying:"不用紧她们没有排队的" and took order from him.
i was like what the *.
& he was kinda ignoring me at first when i wanted to tell him what i wanted.
after i boguht, i said to yy：“他讲我没排队"
then this dabian face was all very rude as usual "你一直在那里讲话"blah blah crap which i don't remember.
i rolled my eyes. & said “你那个时候也没有理我阿".
this stall really sucks.
i mean he is kind of in a 服务行业 leh! how can he have this kind of attitude?
in a business world if he dared to talk to customers like this he'll end up in hell.
i wonder what are the surveys about the stall is for?
bet this stall was being complained for countless times. how come this dabian face is still there?
next time i should tell him: "walao什么attitude来的. no wonder so many people complain in the survey".
really wanted to slap him.qianbian. curse him.
& his daugher is also equally qianbian. many people might think she's cute.
NONONO.
i heard yy say she ”抓" & make our pipa 走音 during co last saturday in canteen.
有其父必有其女. really hope i won't see them in the new RV campus.

test was a mess.bio & phy. how i love these subjects!
only good thing happened today was that we laughed until crazy when we were looking at the newly made ez-link card of some people...with photos of their primary school.
i know this is bad...but can't help it.
SOME ARE REALLY REALLY REALLY FUNNY. cough cough.
& more laughters at CCA when 蔡老师 tried to teach us 台风.
“这边先起来，要温柔的，手臂停留2秒..."
“1，2，3，手臂,转...”
i feel like we're in dance....the way he said was very funny!as if we're doing体操or some sorts of dance.
&5 of us sit in a row, facing juniors and seniors, doing the same actions repeatedly with 蔡老师 saying “1，2，3...1,2,3...”at the side.
we were very entertaining.

MEET PARENTS SESSION

2009-03-27T21:59:00.002+08:00

today my mom went to meet mr choy ^_^
they talked about math...gradually went to some topics that are irrelevant.
but mr choy was very nice.
& can feel his committment to teaching. he really likes teaching & likes students.which many teachers lack of.
he is really really a very friendly, nice, cute, and a teacher who teach very well.
REALLY WELL.
for the past two years i have been falling asleep in math.
i was losing hope for math, & my interest for math was fading away.
when it comes to this year, mr choy seemed to be erasing off my detest to math.
i have never fell asleep during his lesson.
not even once.
& this is very rare to me! esp for subject like math.
the only subject i won't fall asleep was history..now math is added to my list.
the lesson even became interesting! with mr choy amazing us with math....(wow, math rules. math saves the day!)
not only that...he is very responsible!
he told my mom he will sms her so she can ask him questions any time.
honestly speaking, i thought he will forget..just like many teachers do...however, he remembered! my mom was like:"这样的老师真的很稀有!"
true lor. & RV is losing this kind of very good teachers...so sad...T_T
although we must adapt to any environment & be independent, it is a fact that teacher influences a lot on a student about one particular subject. a student can hate a subject because of the teacher..but can also like a subject because of a teacher.
& i think it'll be inhuman if a student actually dosen't like mr choy.
it's like: are you insane?
lucky our class has a very good attitude. if i'm in a class with bad learning attitude whom dosen't know how to repay mr choy's kindness and hardworks, i'll feel very very bad. esp when the teacher is so nice still.
i rather he has some 脾气. hoho
&it's this kind of teacher that is capable of making the students like to learn, like a subject, and even willing to work hard in order not to disappoint him.
but sorry my IQ is really not high enough to score math well. i can only work hard....really hard
such a pity that i can only enjoy half a year having the best teacher i've met in singapore to teach my class....T_T must pull up my standard before i'm left to the wild..haha

THE SIMS 2!

2009-03-21T22:03:00.007+08:00

today i shall introduce my sims family-夏

this is the mom.夏凌霜

this is the dad.夏逝

this is the first generation daughter, 夏雪莹. means i created her, she's not naturally born X.X

first generation son, 夏雪逸.twin of 雪莹.

this is the second generation daughter, 夏凌雨. she's very pretty for a naturally born child! really! first successful pretty baby!

this is the second generation son, 夏凌枫. he's...well..typical naturally born child..means...erm..ugly..
might remove him from the family...depending on whether he can become nicer-looking when he is grown up.

well, this is the first real sim that i have created all by myself..not added to the family list cause i think is not very pretty.

this is the second one! much better & is very pretty ^_^. added to this family. her name is ....唐绾纱 if i remember correctly.

third one..not bad but looks similar to the second one. her name is 慕容冰雪.

& to end off...

these days the house keep on catching fire....despite the fact that all of their cooking skill is to the maximum already?
think the firefighter must have been fed up with this family....

THE ONLY DAY I STAYED AT HOME

2009-03-19T15:19:00.002+08:00

today i didn't go for the talk.
not because i pon!
my mother fall down yesterday in bathroom, injured her back, and thus was unable to move since yesterday.
her condition was really bad yesterday, moving or changing position is even a difficulty.
so i cooked the first complete meal in my life. which is to include meat,vegetable and rice.
& it's edible okay! some even taste nice hoho~(except the fish was a bit salty...but still very nice with pepper).
today it was better.at least she can move, even though slowly, but she cannot bend her back..
so i still had to do chores.
despite all this, i still can rest for a while....so touched! first time in march holiday that i can stay in my house for whole day!
hooray!
but still tons of homework to do....sian
actually, i wanted to go for this talk thingy cause i think it's quite interesting...&i missed the first class outing! haiz...wanted to tell yy this weird dream i had but nevermind....tomorrow still have co!
&i wan co!co! mr lum is soooooooooo cute! cute&sexy lum!
ok. i shall stop crapping & go wash dishes....T_T still have math to be done....

I LOVE ELECTRICITY

2009-03-17T19:34:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD.
I EXPERIENCED THE DARKEST MOMENT IN MY LIFE.
yes. the darkest.
my house became totally black-out for no reason.
all the electiricity is gone.
&so luckily i happen to be alone at home.
my mother went out to meet her college friend who came here in vacation.
so i was in the house...seeing the sunset, went to the light source as near as possible, and was thinking why the hell am i so lucky.
one thing i should feel glad is that my hp is almost fully charged, so i can contact others.
i contacted my mother, who seems not very worried and was involving in something(she seems to be shopping with her friend).
i also called my father in china, who seemed more concerned....he asked me not to touch the strobe(is this the right word?). he said stay away from it.
in contrast, my mother asked me to open it. she said where got so scary de...
then i opened. hooray. nothing happen.
so my mother called her other friend who lives nearby to come & help.
i don't mean i'm angry with my mom's reaction..but honestly speaking i was a bit bu-shuang.
maybe all mothers are like that...when it comes to someting they don't tend to worry so much..dosen't mean they don't care. just that they are more relieved to let the child settle.
while for fathers, they always think their child is not grown up yet..so they worry & can be very protective when the child is doing something "dangerous"

so i was waiting.
but i couldn't just sit there & watch the room darkening.
so i went to hunt for candles..i found 1, but cannot find lighter.
& so i used the fire from cooking stove.
haha. poor candle lit up. actually it's quite nice.
when i was carrying it to the living room i felt like singing happy birthday song.
i waited until 7.30.
when i was waiting, i thought if the light never come back, i shall take a lot of money with me & go to the nearest shopping centre & sit in some very nice restaurant.
& guess what?
the thing that came to my mind before the money part is homework actually!
i was thinking i should bring as much homework as possible.
oh my god.

& so the person came, pulled the strobe.
miracle! the electricity came back!
wow! at that moment i felt my love towards electricity over-flowing in my heart.
& of course i was quite proud of myself. for being so calm & never asked my mother to come back while i was calling her in the dark!
haha! praise me for my bravery!

but i was a bit disappointed in the end...i thought i can do as what i have planned....to bring a lot of money out & settle down somewhere in a restaurant..dosen't this sound exciting? like adventure like that?
if this is going to happen i won't have to go for the seminar & etc on tomorrow..
haiz...可惜阿....

HOLIDAY HUH?

2009-03-13T21:05:00.002+08:00

holiday coming?
才怪咧。
i don't see 3rd weel of march as any holiday. it's just ordinary days for me to come back to school...just that it's not for the purpose of lessons but other bloody stuffs.
i just want to laugh & shout :" i have no life!"
&i hate people who complains they cannot finish their homework.
you think you are busier than me huh?
here are my schedule for this so-called march holiday:
14th, sat- CO in the morning
15th,sun-finally can rest, but got 1h lesson
16th,mon-CO in the morning
17th,tues-CO in the afternoon
18th,wed CO in the morning,continued by student leaders seminar until 5pm.
19th,thurs-BSP talks, from 8am to 5pm
20th,fri-CO in the afternoon
21st,sat-CO in the morning
22nd,sun-last day of dumb holiday!!!

as i am writing..i start to feel even more miserable.
how did i end up in this kind of pathetic life?
& the best news is there are so little homework!(hooray)

1. phy ASK + assignment 3
2. bio reading & writing assignment
3. bio assignment 3
4. bio presentation
5. chem reading & writing assignment
6. 双文化简报
7. 华文作文3
8. math practice ws with 20+Qs
9. LA book review
10. LA CA research & ws to be filled in

hahahaha. how my life rocks!
this is the result of taking triple sci with BSP & being in a perfomring arts CCA with SYF coming and joining SC.
well, i think i can't blame anybody. ONLY MYSELF.
i chose this path.....& dug my own grave.
so wondering why i still have the time to blog?
just now i was trying to focus on doing some phy assignment 3 stuff, but i think my brain is dead.
my head aches & i desperately wants to lie on the bed...i'm only happy in my dream( well mostly..if i have similar dream as the one i had yesterday ^^).
so i decided since my brain cannot function, i shall blog to distract myself & write down this memorable moment in my life.
wanna bet if i can finish all my homework?
& prizes will be given if you can challange me by saying you are busier than me!

sad day

2009-03-11T17:48:00.003+08:00

today is a sad day....
mr choy shared his life story with us, & i'm amazed by how strong he is & ashamed of myself
compared to him, the pressure i have in my life seems like nothing & yet i'm so bad at handling it.
so..i SWEAR that i shall try to stop complaining everyday & stop feeling so bad & live a happier life
stop worrying about the crap result! what does it matter (lying to myself)? after all, what is important is to be happy!
but i have to say, the way school tabulate results is very weird and rediculous.
i have no idea how come i passed the exam & yet my result is not as good as those who didn't pass.
you mean their oral presentation is so much better than mine?
but i think i didn't screw mine leh?
i didn't mean to offend you all if you are those people i'm talking about..i'm just very confused.
& feeling it's very unfair.
is this caused by moderation? hmmmm... i seriously think moderation is a tool to cheat yourself lar. the moderated marks is like a lie...that only makes the progress report look nicer.
it's not that i can't understand why the school moderate certain subjects,but i think at most they moderate it to a pass grade. moderate to A grade? isn't it rediculous?
if this is the case why do we study so hard for exams?
so i decided to clairfy my questions with teachers tomorrow.

anyway today me yy and kc went to super dog. again. i think i'm feeling a bit sick of it though i was the one who suggested.
& this is a extremely long.....fries....

almost as long as my face.or is it longer?

i slacked today. finally. i don't want to do bio, phy, lots of ASK, Biculture & stuffs....cause i'm stuck in the mid of bio prac & phy ASK! why isn't anybody online? somebody help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my favourite advertisement

2009-03-10T21:35:00.004+08:00

can you believe this is an advertisement?
this is the longer version though, but it's damn damn damn nice!
omg!it's the best advertisement i've ever seen
definitely worth watching till the last & still want to watch it again!
(er,i dunno if my background music will disturb this advertisement, if so...just bear with it!)
for a better effect of viewing the advertisement, just click here

you must go & see if not you'll regret!

Allure

2009-03-08T18:23:00.008+08:00

yesterday i went to the NUS CO concert, as what i do every year.
this year's name is allure...hmmm...such a chim name.
anyway, lum was soooooooooooooooo cute!!!!!! oh my god! cute as usual!
i was sitting at the last row on the 2nd level, so didn't see his face clearly...
but his actions are like so damn cute!!!!aaaaaaaaaar! lum >.<

some people zi-lian in toilet. the toilet was very creepy as the hallway outside is literally black (no light) and there was nobody in the toilet other than us & seniors.

my 2 very cute juniors, joey and anyi! we were separated sadly...never mind, next year we can sit together!

our fav pose...yy's face is blur....she said this is a very ugly action but i think we look funny.

some stupid person forgot her handphone...and this is taken during the break. the toilet was not so scary already...as many people chiong-ed to pee.
see the pinky person who showed her hair...yushy dressed like some evil senior...where is the cuteness!!! but have to say only the appearance changed...inside is still yushy!

somewhere outside the concert hall...there was a gallery on some bio and chem stuff...they were so chim!!!!

the concert was....i have to say..some songs are very creepy.
especially we were sitting in the last row, and behind us there were some windows-inside totally black and nobody is in.
xiuhui kept on brushing my arm....luckily later yushy came to join in & i gotta play with her to distract myself from xiuhui and the creepy music.

i still preferred last year's one..tian shan sheng hui..
nevertheless, mr lum is still very cute & coming to support him is like "duh"

DOCTORS SUCK( not all though)

2009-03-05T20:49:00.002+08:00

i have to make a statement that doctors are the 2nd most suck-ish group of people in the world.(1st is lawyer and reporter)
they cheat patient's money, some even cured the patients to death.
this sounds extreme...but we need to doubt it.
i believe some of the cases of death is not because of the disease itself, but the doctor..though no solid proof?
how to? patients are like doctors' guinea pigs.
but i have to admit, not all the doctors are like that.
however, we still cannot fully trust any doctors existing in this world. because we cannot prove them right, thus their judgement might be wrong.
and i suffered as a result.
not exactly they did something wrong.
but they wasted our moeny! for like few hundred dollars!
because of their irresponsbile and suckish skill. and this is in NUH! NOT POLYCLINIC!
i seriously doubt the level of the doctors in singapore now.
what the hell in the world are they doing for patients?
everytime i go repeat the same process, very fake-ly assure you everything is alright, you just have to come back and treat for a period.
bluff s**t ar?(oops.sry. a bit vulgal..)
only by crapping they can earn 50 dollars each time.
NO WONDER everyone wants to be a doctor.
our medical facility is advancing? how come the trustworthiness and sincerity of the doctors are degrading?
how do we continue to live if we cannot even trust the only source we can seek for help when we're sick?
really damn pissed with the hospital and all those rubbish doctors (clarify: not all! i believe there are very good and skill-ed doctors. just that not whithin my reach... ) who only know how to 敷衍 the poor patients who got no choice but to go to hospital to treat their illness as they have no knowledge in this field.
tsk-tsk-tsk.
if they still haven't solve my problem think my mom is going to slap the doctors already. haha. && i'm willing to help

解放了！

2009-03-02T18:57:00.013+08:00

term 1 tests are all over!!yay!!!
finally, can relax and not to worry about wasting time instead of revising.
even though there are tons of homeworks and other stuffs to do, it's not as bad as tests so i don't feel that bad.

just i dugged out something very old....a photo or somekind of poster that we have made last year during art.

my skill not bad huh? at least i think ours is one of the best (*^__^*)
anyway yueyao's face so qian-bian as usual..as if somebody has forced her to take the photo with me

&& this is definitely a very cute one...

notice something different??
*cough cough* of course~ this is improved version of the original one..though i wanted to post, i scared somebody will kill me

乖哦yushy~我这边还有很多呢....所以不要跟我玩哦~

i feel so weird...all of them...suddenly looked so stupid and dumb to me.
& i don't even know why...can't even find a reson to think this way..
not all of them are despised by me..but when i looked at the photo...i just wanted to frown and think: what are this bunch of idiots doing and why are they so happy?

shocked today

2009-02-28T18:48:00.009+08:00

just remembered something that has happened today.
on the way back home from west coast plaze, me and my mother was walking along a way.
suddenly,my mother was stunned :" is that money on the floor?"
sure enough,i was almost stepping on the money.
five dollars lie on the ground, in few cm distance, are ten dollar notes, and another few cm, a bundle of fifty dollar notes.
OMG!
it's the first time in my life that i have seen so much money lying on the floor so helplessly(?).
i rarely encounter the situation where lost money is on the floor.
& this time if my mother never pointed it out, i think i'll walk right thorough the hundreds of dollars without noticing, maybe even stepping on them.
and so my mother asked people passing by if this money belonged to them.
soon, an aunty who is going to cross the road and few old uncles gathered around.
i wasn't sure what the aunty has said, but she went down to pick up the money, from the bundle of fifty dollars, then the ten dollar notes.
she missed the five dollar notes as an uncle was coming to it.
then, to our surprise she was going to leave with the money.
my mother then said the money should be delivered to the police station.
but the aunty did not seem to have the intention to do that.
i even saw her doing an action which she was giong to open her bag to put the money.
my expression was o.o
the aunty was going to cross the road, wihtout saying anything to us.
the uncle was like:"她拿走了咯！"
huh! she dare to take so much money meh!
anyway i also don't think the old uncles had the intention to deliver the money to police station also. he sounded like he wished to have the money too....
&so, me and my mother left the place. as we have no choice.
later my mother said how much she had regretted not picking up the money and take them to police station.she said the person who lost the money must be feeling awful and it's morally wrong to pocket other people's money.
i felt as bad as her.
if i knew my mother had the intention to make a trip to police station, i would have snatched the money from that sneaky old woman!
ok..maybe not snatch.
but will confront her and ask her to return the money.i'm not scared of arguing with her.&i actually wanted to insult people(morally wrong too).
haiz....i just lost an opportunity to do good things! damn it!
and i failed to stop this person from taking away something that doesn't belong to her.
but also cannot blame me for not acting...i'm kinda scared of this situation cause i have this superstitious belief that this kind of money will bring bad luck```after all, it doesn't belong to you!
now what i can do is only to curse this shameless person who dared to take such a big sum of money under the eye of so many people

胸が痛い

2009-02-25T20:51:00.002+08:00

忘れたいのに、何で何時も何時もあの人の事を噂に聞き、どっかで見かけるの？
自分に物じゃないのに、自分に相応しくないのに、望みたくないのに・・・
忘れたいのに、何故忘れないの？
こんなにうじうじ悩む自分が嫌い。こんなに浅い自分が嫌い。て言うかキモイ。
違う世界の人だってわかってる。あんなタイプ本当は嫌いって解ってる。
でも、なんでこんなに胸が苦しいの？なんでこんなに乗り越えないの？
私って本当にバカ。何が起ってるのも知らず、自分に変な勘違いして、何だか期待して・・・
過去に生きてる自分が本当にムカツク

p.s today's performance during assembly rock-ed!
トトロ was so damn nice!!!omg! 宫崎骏's movies & their music are genius!omg!
and the uncle was so funny. he has a great voice though, and really sung the song in very traditional japanese way. proving that he is professional!
but the women's singing...no comment.....(-/-)

Idle-ing

2009-02-24T21:43:00.007+08:00

today lammy didn't come to co practise```sad T_T
it's another tiring school day...as what i experience everytime.
today the only lucky thing that has happened is that we don't have to do the oral presentation on thursday! yay! so at least don't have to chiong the powerpoint in these days while i desperately need to revise for bio.
i see a lot of my other class friends showing off that today marks the end of suffering since all their tests are done.
we still have to wait till monday....
i'm not sure if i can survive the bio test...i'ts killer! but luckily the 3rd topic is not tested at all. otherwise we'll all die.really.
though i know i should be revising..but my brain refuse to work, and i just want to distract myself of all the bio terms by idling online...despite the homework that are still not completed.
i swear after exam & SYF is over, i'm going to relax and play until crazy.
though it might have to be after mid year..haha

did we do anything to you that you have to behave like this? i think you owe us an explanation

NO LIFE

2009-02-22T20:14:00.002+08:00

i seriously think that i'm having a life that isn't exactly a LIFE.
i cannot feel that i'm alive. despite the fact that my blog is..hoho!
this is another weekend of CO, do homework and chiong last minute revision for coming exams.
i feel sleepy all the time..& i feel like screaming my head off (though i won't want to be headless).
WHY IS MY LIFE LIKE THIS?
WHAT HAS LED TO THIS MISERABLE SITUATION?
& the worst part is that i still have tons of things to do besdies study.
stress huh?
for me personally, most of the stress doesn't seem to come from studies.
if my life is made up of only homework, revision, etc... it won't be this miserable.

i can only blame my killer schedule to SYF...um,sorry.
though i start to enjoy CO more and more, & my love for pipa is grwoing...i still cannot tolerate the fact that my precious saturday for sleeping is taken away by CO.
my whole saturday is practially ruined because i wake up early for CO.which makes me sleepy for the whole day & thus cannot revise effectively.
but still, i won't skip CO. because i know it is not the right thing to do. & i would blame myself like hell if i became the 害群之马 during SYF.

actually, i know many people have even busier schedule.....but for a lazy person like me, it's very hard to keep up with a routine that has so few breaks for me to play computer or do photoshop...hopefully,by the end of SYF, everything will get better.

p.s RAWRRR!MATH TEST TOMORROW! how am i going to accept it if i failed my first math exam for this year?(erm, the surprise test last time is not counted)

BLOG IS ALIVE AGAIN

2009-02-21T23:02:00.003+08:00

After many years of struggle (?), i finally decided that my blog should be alive again.
so,i'll try my best not to make the same mistake again as i did for many times when i also said the same thing...
but it's okay. even if it's dead, it won't be so soon this time.
because i had a big depression...so will try to keep this alive..aiming at least to post 2times a month! hoho! LIAN YING jiayou!!

p.s even if my blog is alive, i'm dead in person